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My Dark Vanessa: A Novel

Unabridged Audiobook

Written By: Kate Elizabeth Russell

Narrated By: Grace Gummer

Publisher: HarperAudio

Date: March 2020

Duration: 16 hours 3 minutes



“Brilliant and stunning . . . an absolute must read.” – GILLIAN FLYNN

“A well-constructed package of dynamite.” – STEPHEN KING

A most anticipated book by The New York Times • USA Today • Entertainment Weekly • Marie Claire • Elle • Harper's Bazaar • Bustle • Newsweek • New York Post • Esquire •  Real Simple • The Sunday Times • The Guardian 



Exploring the psychological dynamics of the relationship between a precocious yet naïve teenage girl and her magnetic and manipulative teacher, a brilliant, all-consuming read that marks the explosive debut of an extraordinary new writer.

2000. Bright, ambitious, and yearning for adulthood, fifteen-year-old Vanessa Wye becomes entangled in an affair with Jacob Strane, her magnetic and guileful forty-two-year-old English teacher.

2017. Amid the rising wave of allegations against powerful men, a reckoning is coming due. Strane has been accused of sexual abuse by a former student, who reaches out to Vanessa, and now Vanessa suddenly finds herself facing an impossible choice: remain silent, firm in the belief that her teenage self willingly engaged in this relationship, or redefine herself and the events of her past. But how can Vanessa reject her first love, the man who fundamentally transformed her and has been a persistent presence in her life? Is it possible that the man she loved as a teenager—and who professed to worship only her—may be far different from what she has always believed?

Alternating between Vanessa’s present and her past, My Dark Vanessa juxtaposes memory and trauma with the breathless excitement of a teenage girl discovering the power her own body can wield. Thought-provoking and impossible to put down, this is a masterful portrayal of troubled adolescence and its repercussions that raises vital questions about agency, consent, complicity, and victimhood. Written with the haunting intimacy of The Girls and the creeping intensity of Room, My Dark Vanessa is an era-defining novel that brilliantly captures and reflects the shifting cultural mores transforming our relationships and society itself.

Includes a bonus conversation with Kate Elizabeth Russell, Grace Gummer, and Jessica Williams (editor of My Dark Vanessa).

This audiobook includes an episode of the Book Club Girl Podcast, featuring an interview with Kate Elizabeth Russell about My Dark Vanessa.


  • Nakina S.

    I really enjoyed this book. The material is dark. The narrator did an amazing job bringing the character to life. When I read the reviews, many people complained about the narrator’s depressing voice. Honestly, if her voice was any different it would not have matched the tone of the book.

  • Anonymous

    The language is compelling and the voice of the main character is really strong... it sucks you into thinking like she does.

  • Anonymous

    Good story about some terrible things that really happen to ordinary people.

  • Anonymous

    Excellent listen. So sad there are people out there that actually do this to kids. Narrator did a great job and would definitely recommend this book

  • Sara Reopelle

    I loved this book. it had dark moments and was troubling to listen/read, but was so well done. The narration was so spot on and placed me in Vanessa's mind and made me hurt for her so much.

  • Emily Domingo

    Snoozapalooza. I really hate that I used a credit for this book.

  • Kelly L.

    Amazing book!

  • Kelly C.

    This book was just okay, I wouldn’t waste a credit if I knew how it was. Just listening to The narrator puts you in almost a depressed mood. I understand that’s how she is supposed to sound, a dark, depressing, abused woman, so, she did a great job of doing that. The story just lacked Interest for me. I did listen to the whole thing and wanted to keep listening to find out what’s next, but after it was over I was just like eh. Vanessa made some questionable decisions in the book that I felt didn’t do the story any justice.

  • Debbie

    Had some interesting points

  • Amy W.

    Narration was amazing—very well-written. A definite heart-wrenching read, but I couldn’t put it down.

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